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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

I'm nervous for vacation

On Thursday evening I'm leaving with my boyfriend and his dad for a 13 hour drive to Cleveland, 3 days there, and a 13 hour drive home.

I'm not nervous about the driving, or even the pit stops/meals when driving, I will be in control, I will still be in the company of familiar people.

I am *SO* nervous about the long weekend in Cleveland! We will be with my boyfriend's family, who are all super nice people (so I've heard), and we will be staying with his grandma.  I don't want to inconvenience anyone, but I also don't want to sabotage my healthy lifestyle right when I got in to a new plan and everything!

Maybe its just my anxiety and fear of the unknown, because I asked my boyfriend if we could stop at the grocery store so I can pick up fruits and veggies for his grandma's house and he said we could. I also asked if people will be offended if I don't drink and he said they won't at all, in fact his sister is a couple years sober and so there will be definitely lots of NA options all weekend.

Its going to be hot hot hot in Clevelend and there aren't any LA Fitness clubs and his grandma/family doesn't own a treadmill anywhere. So I am worried it'll be too hot (like 90 and humid hot) to run outside, and I won't have a place to do my C25K!  If its super hot we may get a hotel room cause his grandma doesn't have AC and I'm kinda pushing for it, cause then there would be an exercise room with a treadmill, I can control my food by having a stash in the hotel and I can just be more relaxed in the mornings not wondering who else is up/using the bathroom, etc.

I am bringing my workout gear! I am not giving up on being able to workout even before I get there, but I'm still worried.

I think the rest of the aspects of the vacation will rock...speaking of I get to see the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, the Great Lakes Brewery, taste a famous sandwich from Schleiman's...perhaps go on a river cruise. Oh and the main reason we're going, is a wonderful outdoor wedding in an apple orchard!

Okay I'm done obsessing, it felt good to write it down, I'd love to hear your thoughts.